I’m just a city girl, living in hell a small town, came from a BIG city, I hate living here, which makes it interesting to say the least. I have a lot of cats and a dog! So I guess I’m crazy in that sense too. I also enjoy dinosaurs… especially velociraptors, I’m not sure what I love about them so much, it’s not like a nerdy science love, it’s more like I’d like to be one, or at least get to run around stomping things and screeching… mostly on ex-boyfriends. Wait, did I say that? Look away.

I have a sick obsession with all things vampire. It has nothing to do with Twilight, although I did recently discover all the new vampire series there are to offer. My obsession started at twelve when all the other girls were reading Sweet Valley High and I was reading Anne Rice, Dean Koontz, Steven King, Poppy Z Brite, and any other vampire book I could get my hands on. I like the sick, dark, macabre things in life, I like things that go bump in the night, I like the idea that all the fairy tales and old myths could be true in some way. Life would be much more interesting.

I also like nice things, expensive things I can’t afford, or shouldn’t buy, which means I’m constantly broke trying to pay some bill because I spent too much on a dress or shoes I’ll rarely get to wear. It’s not that I don’t understand how things work in life, it’s that I take a different perspective. I think it’s more important to enjoy the life I have now than to do nothing now while planning for a future that may never be. Which is probably why I’m a bit of a risk taker.

I’m also not nice, I hate when people say how nice I am, I mean, who exactly are they talking to that is nice? It’s not me! I can certainly have fun and laugh, but I’ve never been one to walk around with a stupid grin on my face saying hi to strangers. Quite honestly, I find that weird and a bit threatening, why are you smiling at me and talking to me? what do you want from me? I suppose I know how to act in public, know how to behave how I’m expected, but trust me, I’m not “nice”.

So, this is just my rambling craziness, driven there by this town, men, my animals, men, work, family, men. My moods change, I’m moody, get over it, I have. I have weird ideas, and even stranger opinions. I’m extremely old fashioned when it comes to relationships, so I bitch a lot about that stuff, not that I’ve had a decent one, ever. Right now, I’m taking a break from dating at all, I’m the antidating, which could change any moment, along with my moods, so don’t hold me to anything I say. Remember, I’m batshit crazy at all times.

Oh and lastly, why did I choose the name Vendetta? Cause I love the little girl “Vendetta” On Making Fiends. It’s not that I have some vendetta to get revenge on anyone, it’s a character I can identify with. I’ve not seen the tv show, only the web version, I like it better.

5 Responses to “Why Vendetta?”

  1. 1 sexnlovebites
    August 6, 2010 at 8:47 pm

    hi there,
    i wanted to thank you for your recent comment on my blog post. it meant a lot, especially during this very confusing time for me. i hope my body heals from the procedure soon along with my heart.
    i wish you all the very best in life and dating…it can get a little scary out there, so we girls can use all the luck we can get. :p
    with smiles,
    sexnlovebites ;9

  2. August 8, 2010 at 2:41 pm

    V…I thought your email was here somewhere but I can’t find it….wanted to find you on FB…Mine is kdeaux4@gmail.com!!!!

  3. 4 Jeremy Lebor
    August 17, 2010 at 7:38 pm

    Hey, great blog and yup it must be difficult moving from a big city to a small town…. Couldn’t do that I don’t think. – Fascinated by your comments on dating too!

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